Back-to-school blues

Yesterday was the first day of Spring 2013 semester. Time flies.. I'm now in the 6th semester of my study. I don't know what I'm thinking, I just forgot to buy notebooks for 3 classes I enrolled this semester. umm.. it's like.. hey! what the..!

To my surprise, I had blues on my first day. I don't feel like to go to school, I feel like I'm a small kid who doesn't want to go to school. Even, Alya is better in managing herself when she went to babysitter.

"bang, camne ni, rasa macam taknak g school. dahla lupa beli notebooks semalam masa kita g shopping. tak ingat langsung!"

"kenapa plak?"

"entahla, takut jumpa SV sebab keje yang dia suruh siapkan masa winter break tak siap"

"la.. abis selama ni sayang buat apa, abg ngk hari2 buat keje"

"memanglah, i rasa pun i tak buang masa sgt masa winter break ni tapi keje still tak siap. tau tak, dalam masa 1 jam i boleh karang ayat tak sampai satu perenggan pun. i xde skill menulisla bang. lambat.. bila i baca research paper, i nak tulis statement die guna ayat I sendiri tapi i tak dapat lari dari struktur ayat die. tak tau nak menjadikan ayat tu suara kita sendiri. rasa macam ayat die dah paling perfect, nak ubah tang mana? last2 cari synonym for some words. x best, tu yang jadi lambat."

"yang, sebab tulah org buat PhD bertahun-tahun."

"huh.. nanti kalau terjumpa SV nak cakap ape?"

"rileksla sayang, SV pun x siap keje die gak"

"haha.. lawak"

p/s: he always know how to cheer me up even though he is not an academician guy.